ranting on here, because i’m logged on and just want to get this out. i’m so fucking pissed that my mother left my car with my dad’s family for a month because i just opened the trunk and it was filled to the fucking brim with pollen and leaves around the edges. like i know they hate me, but are we fucking serious? my mother trusted you with MY car, and you could even take care of it and respect it. like i respect people’s shit, even if i fucking hate them because that’s the way i was brought up -to be a decent human being! like thanks a fucking lot for not taking care of my car, assholes.
i told her i wanted to leave it with my other cousins, but nooooooooo. jfc. and i know this sounds bitchy, or demanding, but i’ve taken care of people’s things and watched over their stuff and washed it or taken care of it, because it’s called being decent, and idk, guess i thought i deserved it in return by my own family.
and then everyone wonders why i don’t like them. they go above and beyond to prove to me that they don’t respect me and they never have and they never will.